Golden Rule
Most of the time I wonder what lies ahead for me. I feel so inadequate in so many things. Talented, I am not. Brainy, I wish. Perfomer, In my dream. Doubting Thomas, that's me!?!
I wish I can be like my bestfriend, Anna. She's smart, jolly and charismatic. And, she -- can definitely sing. But what I admire from her the most is her faith. Her faith refulgent from within. Tranquil is in her eyes. Her words, kind and warm. She says there are times she forgets to read the Bible, because of her work and family duties, but she makes up for it. She and her husband + little Jana attend a Bible study every Wednesday.
Anna's a believer -- (not a worrier like me).
She doesn't condone my brattiness whenever I encounter contretemps with my connubial partner. She tells me the wrongs I have done (not behind my back), make me REALLY realize my wrong deed -- then, tells me how I could avoid it. She shares the love and blessings with me (and with the others, too, of course) that she gets from Jesus. Telling me, over and over and over, again to trust and believe in Jesus. "Thy will be done."; "Ask and you shall receive.", are some of her reminders. She tells me to ask for contrition, pray for my wishes, read the Bible, and to trust in Jesus name.
I am a worrier --. Primodial, I guess. I worry about everything and anything -- still --sometimes.
But, In Jesus name, I surrender.
anna (Comment this)